Saturday, March 1, 2014

My Top 10 (or 11?) Most Timeless Songs

So we all have those songs that are our favorites for about a week, maybe a month and then they fade. Maybe they get "lame" or "overdone" or however you want to put it. But then there are those songs that although you may have heard them over and over, through the years of your life they just always are amazing. To me those are the best songs in the world. Although some of the songs on my list are fairly 'modern', when I hear them I just fall into a trance. They're gorgeous. They make you think and wonder and I just like to lie on the floor and let them soak into my soul. Am I dramatic? Quite possibly. Anyways, in my personal opinion these are the top 10 most timeless, powerful songs I've ever heard. Feel free to comment personal favorites! I had a really hard time putting some of these in order and this was the best I could come up with!
 
10. Who You Are - Jessie J
I chose this song because it has such an important message to ladies (and guys) across the world. Her voice is strung with so much passion and hurt I don't know how it couldn't effect someone. "It's okay not to be okay" is something so many of us, including myself, have a hard time accepting. "Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising" is another one of my favorite lines. This song is so empowering in a genuine way. It inspire me to be myself and not to be so hard on myself. We all have hard times, but that doesn't have to mean that we're not wonderful people. Sometimes I feel like people mix up feeling bad with being a bad person. And this song just speaks to me in so many ways. Although it came out in 2010 I am convinced it will speak to me my entire life.

9. Skinny Love - Birdy
This song is simply flawless. Although it is also slightly more modern from 2011 (but first in 2007 by Bon Iver) I believe it is one of those songs I can have on repeat and never stop listening. Her voice is gorgeous and without a single imperfection. She puts so much emotional into her voice it's as if I can see her tears throughout the song. Although the song does not have a message of self worth it has an entirely different meaning most likely about a relationship. But what I love about it, is it's one of those songs you can make your own and it can mean something slightly different to every person. This is why it's rated higher than Jessie J's tune. This song has clever word plays and is almost eery in ways I didn't know possible.
 
8. I Will Always Love You - Whitney Houston
*Sigh* I believe this is an unforgettable number in a lot of peoples opinions. Again the singers voice just holds so much emotion, enough to make everyone else in the room cry as well. Whether or not they are in a circumstance to sing this song, it MAKES you feel it. And that is a simply beautiful thing. This is why she beat "Skinny Love." You can hear how broken she is, but for the good of the other person she's going to leave. Which is one of the most difficult and beautiful things you can do. Is give up what you want, and what you love for the sake of that something you love. She hits every note with precision and in such a way it paints a flawless picture in your mind of what she's feeling. Only truly talented singers can do that.
 
7. I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz
Jason Mraz has some wonderful music out there in the pop world. In my opinion, although the rest is great, nothing compares to this masterpiece of music. This particular song was released 2 years ago and it's still going strong in my books. I really enjoy the message this song has to tell. While Whitney Houston's was telling us we need to let what we love go, this is telling us about loyalty. And I think both of these are very important in a relationship. You just have to find a balance. At the beginning Jason let's out a wonderful first verse telling of how wonderful this person he's singing about is. It's breathtaking really and then he goes into the chorus. Let's talk about this for a minute. His chorus states, "I'm giving you all my love, I'm still looking up." Seem pretty mainstream? Yeah, no. Not when you listen to it in context. He's really giving her all of his love with his voice, everything he has he's pouring into her. And he's still looking up. That's so inspiring, he's still being positive through it all, he still see's her beautifully through all their struggles. The song goes on the talk how he will give her space and wait for her. This song is absolutely gorgeous and you have to listen to it to really understand. The lyrics are some of the best ever written and the tune is brilliant. I am in love.
 
6. Falling Slowly - Glen Hansard
While this song lacks some of Whitney's extreme high notes, it is so valuable in the principle of simplicity. The lyrics are raw, as is his voice. The song was released in 2006 in the movie "Once". This song is absolutely amazing and can calm me down in almost any situation. It's so heart tearing and uplifting at the same time. Which is great when you're upset because it's like it feels your pain but it also makes you happier. "Raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice," is one of my favorite lines in the song. It's like a reminder to me all the time that I have a choice, I just have to do something about it. Another simply beautiful lyric is, "You have suffered enough, and warred with yourself, it's time that you won." How can anything top that in making you realize while you're beating yourself up that you're allowed to be okay. It's a little assurance that you have hurt so much, but you can move on. You can get over it. You can win. And throughout the song his voice is so mellow in a terribly calming way. I'm so sure I'll be listening to this song to the day I die.
 
5. One - U2
This song is a little older, coming out in 1991. Oh my gosh though, such a brilliant song. It's again one of those song that can mean different things to different people. The lyrics though are so raw and not candy coated in the least. You just feel his pain and understand it. He's not covering anything up, he leaves himself vulnerable. I couldn't really tell you a personal favorite line because it all has to go together to string into each of the next lines to make a beautiful ballad. Again this is one of my lie-on-the-floor-and-cry songs. Because when you hear it you only know pain and struggle. You understand his point of view and you can relate to at least one line in the song at any point in your life. It's hard to describe this song because again the meaning can be different to every single person. So go ahead and take a listen and you'll (hopefully) understand what I mean when I say this song could be listened to a hundred times and be not fully understood, so you'd have to play it even more times. And simply learn to enjoy it's word plays.
 
4. Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Where to begin with this song. First I'd like to say it came out in 1998, so it's been around for a while now. I'm still not quite sure as to why it's called Iris as the name is never mentioned in the song but I suppose it doesn't have to be, it's just about a girl named Iris. Anyways that's not important. What is important is the immense amount of LOVE in this song. Not pain like the other but the way he is absolutely taken with this girl. So much so he claims he'd "give up forever to touch [her]) and that she's "the closest to heaven that [he'll] ever be". I mean that is a pretty bold statement by the guy but I can assure you that feeling is very real. I feel it all the time. When there's just that person that you would do absolutely anything for and they're so perfect in your eyes. The other part of this song that makes in number four as opposed to five, six, seven etc. is that in the chorus he says some pretty deep things like, "I don't want the world to see me, because I don't think that they'd understand." which I for one think is so true to many different people. They don't want to show anyone what they've done or how they feel because they don't think they'll understand them. The other thing he says is "When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am" how beautiful. It's so true in this world that everything in this world is meant to be destroyed and hurt. But through it all his only wish is that she knew him. When that person gets to know you the world becomes brighter and more important and precious and that's what he wants I think. That's my interpretation. Perfect song.
 
3. Drops of Jupiter - Train
This is a song from 2001, so actually 13 years old. I must confess though I didn't know about it until about a year or 2 maybe 3 ago. When I first saw it I was searching through youtube and the title was simply stunning so I decided to take a listen. Oh my gosh, I was blown away. Not only was the piano part really nice but the words! The words are the most perfect thing ever! They're so exquisite and can be heard by 300 different people and not mean the same thing at all. Although I believe this song was written for his mother who passed (so cute) it can really be describing whatever you want it to be. I myself have heard the song in many different ways. "She acts like summer and walks like rain" how cool is that? Although to some people it might not make sense, to me it makes perfect sense. This song you can't just hear. You have to really listen to it for what it is. However if you think too hard you'll overthink it and wreck it, if you're unwilling to think at all it'll frustrate you. So stop trying and just open your ears and mind, be blank. Let it mean what it wants to for you, you don't need to know what he was thinking when he wrote it. The words will take you to places you didn't know existed. Try it.
 
2. Chasing Cars -Snow Patrol
While Drop of Jupiter is astonishingly well written, this song is as well. However the two are nearly opposites. Where Drops is complicated, this is simple. Where Drops was longing, this is simply stated. Not to say that this is so much better, I clearly love Train, in my opinion simplicity is something that no amount of exquisiteness can win out. This guys voice is perfect to start off with but the lyrics... well actually if you write them out on paper, they're not as good as Drops of Jupiter.  But when you hear Snow Patrol sing this song it is as if time has literally stopped. You just want to think everything you've ever done through again and look deeper into every decision you've made even though the lyrics are so simple. You suddenly realize that life is a beautiful thing and it is the little moment that count. The song begins with a song "We'll do it all... everything... on our own". It doesn't appear to be much but the way he portrays these lyrics puts a whole other spin on it. Clearly this man is so deeply in love all he wants to do is lie with this girl and forget everything else. He doesn't care about anyone else in his world. His whole life is consumed by this one perfect being and that's all he sees. But he doesn't complicate her, no. He takes her in simply. He knows he loves her, and is content to just peacefully BE with her. He doesn't need anything more. And that is so beautiful, I can't think of anything more stunning.
 
1. I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For - U2
I believe that video is live, I haven't actually watched it so hopefully it's alright. That being said, this song is the oldest of them all, coming out in 1987. To this day, I have yet to find a song that is this powerful. When I hear it, it puts all the other songs to shame, don't get me wrong the other songs are great but this... this is the ultimate. The song begins of him telling of all the things he's done to be with 'you' but he still hasn't found what he's looking for. How true is this on so many levels? When you try so hard to get something and you think that once you have it, you will be complete. Then when you have to you feel an emptiness. The lyrics are ones that I believe everybody feels, and it's the mystery of life. Why are we never fully pleased? Why can't we just be content? It's like we spend our entire time searching. We're just searching for SOMETHING that will ease our pain, calm our fears and soothe our souls but we can't find it. And this song represents all of that. This song recognizes the pain we all feel so often and the hole inside of us that no thing we can find will fill. I don't know if we'll ever know what it is. But this song is pretty damn close to filling that hole quite honestly. It's like recognizing that empty spot and singing about it, fills it just a little bit. And this song is the most beautiful thing, honestly. It makes me want to cry because no other single person has voiced this hurt in this way and this song will stay with me forever and ever. It will continue to comfort me in my darkest nights until the day I die. Because in it, I find peace.
 
OKAY SO I HAVE A PROBLEM. SERIOUSLY. I was so content with my choices and then I realized I missed one of my favorites. So I'm just going to do a little write up here about it. The song would be placed probably 3rd or 4th. Here you go:
 
Fix You - Coldplay
This song was released in 2005 by a very talented band. This is a beautiful song with so many lovely words. There are too many phrases I absolutey adore to quote them all. But just for a few, "And the tears come streaming down your face, when you lose something you can't replace." how awful is that? Isn't that one of the worst kinds of pain, and this doesn't even necessarily refer to a boy, because while a boy can't really be replaced he can be painted over. This in my mind refers to something deeper. I could mean anything from your happiness to your virginity (which obviously isn't always a bad thing but it can be). And you know that nothing you can do will ever undo what has happened. You know that there is no going back and you will never be what you used to be. Is there anything more hopeless in this terrible world? "If you never try, you'll never know just what you're worth" this is too true. This follows a line about being too in love to let it go, well maybe sometimes you have to. Not always but sometimes you've got to do something just for you. You have to branch off and find self worth and happiness and understand your boundaries and just how much you can or can't do before you can settle down. You have to try things. If you don't try it will drive you crazy. It will drive you nuts not knowing how far you could have gone. And of course the last line of the chorus and the song "And I will try to fix you." .................. that always needs a moment of silence after it. His voice is so gentle and genuine I am in awe of it. I have no words for this because you just have to hear it. Hear it and you just understand why it is so beautiful and heart breaking. I will try to fix you.
 
Songs That Almost Made the Cut: Without You - David Guetta, Heaven - Bryan Adams, Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton, I Dreamed A Dream - Les Miserables, Impossible - Shontelle, Breathe (2am) - Anna Nalick, The Scientist - Coldplay.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Le Post De Excitement.

I can't write (or speak) french but that means the exciting post in my french language. Okay so I hath got some AWEESSSOMMMEE topics for you. :P This is gonna fail. Yenno what, I don't even care :P I DON'T GIVE A (*^*(&(*&(*^*&^%&^%^%$%$$^% guess the word?!?!? You can't. Because I don't know of a swear word that long. Anyways that's besides the point. Alright topic numero one.
Seniors. Oh boy I could be so mean about this. First of all some seniors are AWESOME. For example me. Kay I'm not a senior yet and hopefully if I find a way I will never be one. But if my plans fail and I become a senior I will be the coolest senior in the world. I will ride around in my little wheelchair and knock over everything and be a brat because I can be. Because I'm a senior. Take my grandma for example. She cheats in every card game, when you're playing a game and you think it's impossible to cheat. It's not. She will find a way!!! And she can basically turn anything you say into something dirty...... it's... interesting. Anyhow some seniors are really creepy like when your visiting your great grandma and some lady thinks that your mom who took you there isn't your parent and thinks they're trying to kid nap you so she offers to pay you to come with her. That happened to me when I was like 7, I was horrifeiied. Or when some old guy at 7/11 starts petting your hair and is like "what nice hair you  have" or something... awks. Anyways, yeah but all in all seniors and kinda awesome.
Global warming _____ exist. Fill in the blank. Honestly I'm not too worried about global warming and I don't have much of an opinion on it. I mean if it's happening, yeah I suppose we might be able to slow it down by recycling and all that but we can't exactly stop it. Actually maybe we can I don't know I'm not a scientist. But anyways if global warming means hotter temperatures I'm down with that :P I like warm weather. It's nice! Only thing is I feel sorry for the polar bears. :( poor, poor polar bears. They're so cute. And vicious. Anyways that's not the point, well maybe it is. I don't know. Kay I'm done with this topic :P.
Tractors. That's topic number 3. Tractors are pretty cool. They're just like chill yenno "hey I'm drivin a tractor you know how it is." like I don't even know. This isn't making much sense but they're jsut so chill. They don't go very fast and they're just like there. And. Cool. Wow this is a failure, my point is not getting across very well. :P Hahaha. TRACTORSSSSSS. GRRRRR IMMA TRACTOR. I'm just kidding. Sorry I killed it! :P
Hockey!!!!!! Kay well I really enjoy watching hockey, like on TV or like in real life but I cannot play it. Skating... meh I can do it but I'm no good so to make me skate AND hold a hockey stick AND try and hit a puck.... doesn't always work out too well. In fact it usually turns out disasterous. I spelled that wrong but that's okay :P. Put hockey's cool and Canadian and all that :P. So yup.
That's all for todaaayyy. Hope you enjoyed. Or atleast didn't die of boredom. Yenno :P
Kay I'm shutting up now.

Friday, July 6, 2012

Yenno... Summer and stuff :P


HEEEYYY BLOOGGGGG ! Kay so seriously it took me like 10 minutes to figure out how to make a new post because this blogger thing changed and tis like CRAZY STUFF. Alright sorry I'm excited I get a little out of hand. So I'm thinking I might start posting videos instead of just typing so you can like hear my voice and stuff just cuz I think it'd be kinda cool.. let me know what you think. Haha I like how I'm acting like a bunch of people actually read my blog... kay so let us begin with todays topics
Summer Holidays 
mmkay well obviously i LOVE summer holidays I mean how doesnt? i get kind of depressed at the beginning because i don't know what to do with my life when i have no schedule and stuff but then i start doing things and going camping and to camp and stuff and i absolutely love it, unfortunately i do not tan. so i can't look forward to getting a tan... :/ and also it means the next full year of school is coming up which sucks, but new school next year so i shall live ! i'm actually excited about the new school thing. i've only ever been to one school so change will be good for me i think. maybe i'll make some new friends and stuff, forgive my horrid grammar in this post, i'm being very lazy. but yes moving right along. 
PhinDol 
For those of you who don't know (yes once again i'm acting as though many people read my blog)i bought a dolphin toy for my pool its kind of too small to actually hold me up or for me to like 'ride' it or whatever but it's really fun to play with. it's name is phindol by the way. i 'trained' phindol for a long time and it can now jump through a hula hoop, it's exciting stuff. i love that dumb thing it pretty much makes my life. I have a problem with really liking stuffed animals and like toys and stuff... i fall in love really easily with stuff like that and what can i say? phindol stole my heart :P sneaky little fish... oh wait dolphins are mammals are they not? hmmm... okay next.
Tigers
This is a hard one for me to talk about because I don't really have a lot to do with tigers I don't think much about tigers but uh when i went on a school trip during the school year we went to this zoo and it had tigers and it was kinda cool cuz our school 'mascot' is a tiger thingy and so it was like yeaaah. sorry i'm such a loser. tigers are gorgeous but fierce. like me. hahaha i'm just kidding. they're kind of frightening. omg my sister started playing high school musical and now i'm so distracted so i'm sorry ya'll it's gonna go down hill from here on. if i saw a tiger in the wild i'd die of feardom... is that a word? Kay i gotta hurry so i'm gonna move on. 
Romance 
Alright, what to say about romance......... sorry i'm super duper distracted by all this music, it's hannah montana now *shoots self in head* hannah montana is not romantic. I like romance. I like romance movies and books and like true life romance :P hahaha. I'm not making sense... if everyone would SHUT UP i could do better on this topic i was actually looking forward to talking about this one but now i can't concentrate and this is failing and people keep talking to me. oh my gosh. kay i can't do this :/ I'm sorry, i'm legit gonna start crying i'm so frusterated. So i just typed in 'romance' into google and one of the first things that showed up was 'romance is the expressive and pleasurable feeling from an emotional attraction to another person associated with love' i found that kind of interesting, maybe cuz i don't understand half of it. I just think romance is like, i don't know like to be kind stereotypical (probably not the right word) like a 'candle light dinner' or you know that kind of crap... well it's not crap, girls dig that kind of stuff, yeah know. They fall for it WAAAYYY too easily, seriously. And food. I love food, buy me food I marry you, lol jk it doesn't work that way and i just love pizza so buy me pizza i marry you , the end :P haha. but yeah anyways where was i? girls love romance, yes, yes they do. so even if you as a guy feel like your being lame or something she'll probably love it. Girls love tacky, lame, lovey dovey, mushy kind of stuff. haha just make them feel important and loved. wow. i'm jsut realizing that girls need to be a little more aware because seriously it must be so easy to impress us.. Maybe not i don't know like i said i'm super duper distracted right now so i'll probably reread this in a week or two and be like 'what on earth was i thinking?' if that's the case i will rewrite the romance section to make more sense... i'm sorry. 
Basketball
Ummmm... i LOVE basketball. Seriously. Probably more than volleyball just because in volleyball you can't like attack the other players :P haha i'm horrible. you have no idea i get so angry, there are all these girls who just think their the shiznit cuz they can score a few baskets easily, well guess what? that's not all there is to basketball my dear. Seriously i end up hating the other team, i don't care who they are i get so angry and wanna kill them, i shouldn't be let on the court, i'm serious i get wayyyyy too competitive. i LOVE winning but i HATE losing sooooo yeah. And i get so angry at the refs i have learned to shut my mouth and not say anything but my mind says ALL KINDS during a game :P also when i mess up i have a problem with swearing and though i think i do it quietly apparently the whole 'crowd' heard, apparently majority just thought it was funny but still i should probably watch that :P

kay well the end for now i'm so DISTRACTED. so i'm not gonna do a great big outro i'm just gonna say . pce bros.....
wow. haha kay bye.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Topics

Alrightio. So my first topic for today is binoculars. Yes I'm just gonna jump right into this. Ummmm.... kay binoculars. Dang I don't know what to say... well yesterday at dragon boat races people had binoculars to watch the race because the starting line was kind of far away. People use binoculars to hunt. I don't hunt, I never had and I don't intend to. Also I can never get binoculars to work whenever I try and look through them every thing is blurry and I can't adjust them properly so they've completely useless to me. Maybe I'm just really simple but that's okay you know? Kay moving on cuz this is dumb.
Next topic, kay dragon boat races... as I mentioned earlier. I went to one yesterday. It was a party, kay not really cuz it started thunder storming and it was kind of boring but whatever. I like the dragon boats themselves cuz they have a dragon head on the front and that's just freakin awesome yo ! but yeah. it started off cold and cloudy so i wore capris and a t-shirt and a sweater and then it got really hot like I was dying but I couldn't really do anything about it cuz if I took off my sweater thingy then I would get a farmers tan and I can't have that :O. And thhheeennnn it started thunder storming so everyone had to go under the big tent and get out of the water. And it was really crowded and soggy and stinky and gross. And I thought I was gonna die there cuz I thought a ginormous tornado was gonna come and kill us all (which didn't happen because I am still here). But yeah and then they were all like "we'll wait 15 minutes to make another announcement" and like an hour after that they decided to just do 2 more races or something. But yeah, me and my sister made a little home out of umbrella's to keep dry. But yup, I don't know how I feel about dragon boating cuz so far my experiences (one experience) with it has kinda sucked. Sooooooo yeah. Next topic.
PIZZA. OMG!!!!! PIZZA PIZZA PIZZA. Kay so once upon a time there were these GENIUS people who were like 'i have this great idea, i'm going to make dough, put on tomato-ish sauce, and cheese and then I'm gonna cook it and were gonna have pizza!!!' and those GENIUS people were the Italians. I owe them big time, they're thee COOLEST PEOPLE EVERRRR. anyhow pizza is the best thing that has ever been invented. And then one day there was this girl and she was like 'hmmm i'm gonna eat this thing that looks really cheesy and good' and she ATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it gave her food poisoning and she died. lol jk it was pizza and it wasn't food poisoning however she was like in heavennnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And that girl is me, and pizza is awesome forever and ever amen.
Next topic. Kaaayyyyaaaaa, star wars. How can i possibly talk about this... I've never seen star wars.... it is a movie right? Or did it start off as a book? Like lord of the rings... or maybe that wasn't a book either. I don't know... is star wars the one with darth vader? All I know is darth vaders breathing is really creepy and at one point i think that he says 'luke i am your father' or something or maybe that's someone else in a completely different movie i have no idea. and there's something about 'may the force be with you' or something somewhere. Haha this is failing cuz I'm horribly clueless so imma move on now.
Kay so vacuum cleaners. I used to be so scared of them cuz my mom used to always like suck up my fingers with them and stuff and it scared me so much I used to be horrified it'd suck me into it or suck off my finger or soemthing it was a very very scary thing. And they make so much noise it annoys the aogihafig out of me and I also hate using them because my back gets sore :P cuz i bend down and yeah I don't knwo they're just a nuisance. in my personal opinion they're useless. If you can see it or the floor then pick it up if it's too small for you to see it's not worth cleaning, there's no point to vacuuming. SO SUCK IT. .... haha get it ? kay I'm retarded. I'm leaving.
pce brotha. (don't ask.)

Friday, May 11, 2012

yay topics.


Sooo... we're going to try something new... i'm going to talk about certain topics while blogging considering i never have anything to talk about anyways. now this may be a complete failure on my part but i shall try. so today's topics are mice, public bathrooms, celery, cold water and brushing your teeth. which quite excellent topics i must say ;) haha. Kay so first topic... yayyy.
          Mice... alright so I've always thought mice were cute, like i never understood why people thought they were gross. they're kind of like hamsters, i used to have a hamster. and i like rodents, they're cute. like i mean mice have really long tails and that part is kind of gross but other than that i think they're adorable. my grandmas house used to have mice in it and once they were gonna kill a mouse but i didn't want them to so i caught it in a box and freed it :p hahaha i am retarded that's a fact. but yeah. anyways i don't know am i supposed to talk more about it? i'll move on i guess.
          alright so public washrooms. are gross. like and its super awkward... like you know. so apparently toilets are really clean because other than the toilet what does your bum really touch other than your underwear and stuff but i still find it completely disgusting so i avoid using them. alright your about to all know something completely disgusting about me and you'll probably like never come near me again :p kay so once upon a time maybe grade 5, 6 i'm not sure, i was watching some show on OCD or something like that and so yeah the people on the show were helping them get over it or whatever and... they made them lick toilet seats... hahaha soooo then i was at school and i wanted to prove that i didn't have OCD sooo i licked a toilet seat... blaaahhh. that's disgusting i honestly don't know what i was thinking... i don't think i was thinking kay this is gross i'm moving on.
          celery, is kind of good kind of gross. you see i used to not like celery and then i found out that celery actually makes you lose weight :D so i forced myself to eat it and so now i kind of like it kind of don't because i'm used to it but the taste still isn't very lovely. hmm what else can i say about celery? i'm not really sure i'm rather stumped. (yes i just said stumped). okay well this is useless information but in grade 3 my teacher made me eat celery and cheese whiz and raisins put together and i didn't like either of them like they're all disgusting and i was so pissed off cuz she made me eat it cuz "everyone had to try some". stupid teachers, like they make you eat stuff when you don't want to. i coulda died :P haha jk anyways
          okay so what do i think about cold water? okay well i don't like it but who does? i mean unless your drinking it, warm water would be gross to drink... but just thinking of cold water reminds me of camp and how one year we went for morning swim everyday and it was deadly. like you just wake up and then you crawl out of bed and if you were swimming the day before you bathing suit would be freezing cold and so you have to put that on and your like still super tired and then you run into a freezing cold lake and almost die. but after it feels better because you can't shower at camp so it's kind of like instead of showering in the morning. also sometime after basketball i'd be so hot and sweaty (yuck) that i'd have a cold shower... haha but that's about where that story ends so it's kind of useless. So for the most part cold water sucks.
          So i brush my teeth. yes, yes i do. i hate the way tooth paste tastes though. It makes me gag. i gag every time i brush my teeth. i also hate flossing my teeth cuz it takes too long and its boring. but the worst is mouth wash. the taste of mouth wash i like the taste of DEATH. okay no. not quite. i also think it's very gross when people don't brush their teeth. hahaha this is so dumb what am i supposed to say about brushing teeth? well at camp i always hate brushing my teeth cuz the girls bathroom is super duper full and so i gotta brush my teeth outside and yeah. haha. okay i'm stopping now, bye.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

my blog was calling me...

it seems my blog hath called me to blog... sorry if my grammar is terribly i'm really tired and can't think right now so here i go once again talking about random crap that no one cares about. okay. grade 9 grad is in june... yayyyy... okay that sounded sarcastic and it was but i'm actually looking forward to it so i'm not sure why i made it all sarcastic and stuff. so anyways it'll be at the church and the after party will be at jakes house. (im refraining from major location details... so you cant stalk me.. mwahahahah) anyways, yeah it shall be a party.. the banquet thingy should be okay but mostly i'm looking forward to the after party so i can dannnceeee it up :P i love dancing.. even though i suck, its so much fun, dances are my favourite... i mean i love to create creative movement... i dont dance... i dont know what your talking about.... anyways.. so last night my alarm was set for like 2:30 in the morning and i have nooo idea why so anyways i woke up all confused and i thought my ipod was a phone so i picked it up shut off the alarm and was like "hello" and then i was like.. oh that was my ipod and then i went back to sleep... good story i know. my nose is bleeding. so i failed my algebra test but did corrections and the new mark is TBA. but the math we're doing now is understandable in fact i'm better at it then the other girl :D hahahahahah. yay me. im getting blood everywhere. from my nose. now i have to type with one hand. i hate the word nose. it sounds dumb and gross. i want a puffin, they're so cute, for those who don't know what they are.. google them! they're so adorable !!!!!!! so are fish, like glofish... google that too. Ooooohhh hey guess what, so this stupid lil baby i have to take home and care for for 24 hours i got 100% on that thing (it was a robot for those who don't know) so therefore i shall be an excellent mother... maybe... hopefully... probably not... at all... ever. okay i'm done :P haha don't ask i do that sometimes... SSSSSSOOOOOOO. kay this is bad i'm running out of things to talk about.. gaah i always have SOMETHING to talk about.. and now i have NOTHING (nothing... nothing... nothing *said in echoey intimidating voice*) seriously this is so dumb. might be my worst blog of them all so i'm gonna stop myself before further embarassment crosses my path.... again dont ask. im out. pce.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

BLAAHHH.

Hello blog :D . I'm back. Do you like my wonderful title? That's what happens when you have no clue what you're going to talk about in  your blog. Okay so let's see ... what is new in my life... well I got this stupid little doll thing I gotta take care of... okay I actually love it it's cute :P but when it actually turns on and I have to put up with its screaming I'm going to hate it :P. I'm super tired today, I slept in for a long time and I even had a nap but I'm still super tired and feel like I could fall asleep right now. I've been in my pajama's all day cuz I was too lazy to change them. I should really shower soon because my hair is all full of hairspray and stuff cuz I did it last night and I haven't showered since then... I made KD today :) it was actually pretty good. Other than that I haven't really gotten anything at all done. So I kind of wasted my whole day but I guess it's okay to do that every once and a while. I don't know what I did to my arm but it feels all weak, like somethings disconnected or something I don't know. I'm considering wearing a dress tomorrow cuz it's supposed to be nice outside but I dont know if I will. So at school we're supposed to be designing websites... mine SUCKS. haha but thats what happens when you force an uncreative person to be creative. Also we're supposed to design t-shirts but I dont know what to put on mine? Who even cares... I hate t-shirts :P I much prefer tanktops. And I don't like anything on my shirts, I just like them like a solid colour or like with a brand name on them, like nothing exciting. Well I guess I like my hunger games shirt :P but nia already did one about hunger games so I can't really do that. Honestly it's hard to keep my eyes open I'm so exhausted. I just want to fall asleep. I want to go to camp. Tomorrow is camp promotion sunday and I think the camper form thingys come out so I'll fill out one of those. It's the last year I can go to camp as a camper :( , kinda sucks but oh well. Ugh I don't know how a person can possibly be this tired all the time. I feel so stupid but I just am. And my voice is all stupid and stuff it sounds all weak. It's gross. Maybe I'm dying. Lol jk I'm not dying, I hope. Maybe I'm just sick :P thats a possibility too. Kay this is gay I'm done blogging :P