Hey. So I played around with my font.. cuz I am borreedd. So I just finished reading "I am # 4" it was reallyyyy goooddddd! I loved it <3 except that I cried when Henri died. Henri was my friend :P . Anyhow it was good and I have now started reading the 2nd book "The Power Of 6" .. yayy. So my friends coming over tonight and we're gonna watch that new taylor lautner movie "abduction." It'll be a partyy. I guess. I don't know I'm sort of tired but whatevs, I never hang out with friends being my anti-social self so it'll be good for me I suppose. So I got a random urge to curl my hair... don't ask. I realize this post is like super duper random but I'm really bored and I can't think of anything better to do so I'm just kinda saying whatever comes to mind ya know? So yesterday we celebrated my birthday at my grandma's. It wasn't actually my birthday though. 8 days or something till my actual birthday. OMG I got Glee season1 <3 . Yessss! Glee is my life if I haven't already mentioned that. Kay well it's not my life but I love it a lot. I watched the episode on tuesday! OMG everyone's getting married :) hehe. I wanna be married. Kay maybe not yet. I'm 14... so maybe not. I just got really excited there. And as some have pointed out my posts are not liked by many.. thanks for that :P . And yes I realize nobody cares about my sad blog posts but I just do it cuz I got nothin' better to do. So ya know how it is. So I wanna make my blog more interesting or something. But I don't know what to do... maybe I will... hmmm. I don't know. Should I 'insert a video' to my posts? That'd be weird. The world would be able to see me. Oh hey wait, I forgot, no one reads my posts :) so awesome. I could do that. Or I could post pictures.  I don't know. I guess I'm just kinda a 'blah' person. I don't do anything super amazing. Like I don't dance or sing or like I don't know. I play piano. But no one really cares about that :P except me. I love it. But most people don't care. WOAH! That scared me like SO much. I clicked a button by accident and I thought I lost everything I started writing but someone verrryyy smart who made this website thing makes it automatically save your post every couple of minutes. Thank goodness :) I'm thoroughly relieved. Not like it would have mattered all that much if I'd lost it all. I'm saying a bunch of uselessness anyways and I'd probably be saving myself the embarassment. But oh well.  Kay actually I gotta find something to do with my time. Maybe I'll go and do something super cool so I can actually post something people will find amusing instead of ranting about my boring, boring life. And how useless this is :P haha wow I could go on forever. But I'm pretty sure anyone who took the time to read this far is completely annoyed, bored and possibly insane. Because I don't think I could even read through this whole thing again after typing it without banging my head against the keyboard or crying because of it's stupidity. Alright I'm stopping now. For real. Bye! :)

OMG FRIDAY

As much as I love and appreciate my special fridays <3 I am also always EXHAUSTED after a long week. It's like worse than monday! So I have a science test on tuesday :/ I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fail cuz I suck at science. I'm decent at other subjects but math and science... I don't know I just don't understand them most of the time. So I'm thinkin' I'm NOT going to university. I don't want to waste my time with that. Or maybe it's not wasting but I just don't want to do it. I'll be happy if I make it through highschool. So for this zine project thing I think I mentioned earlier I don't know what I all said about it in my previous posts but kay I need to find someone to interview a book/movie/album/videogame or something to review. I need to find something to rant about I need to write a personal essay (note the word personal. Doesn't go well with me around teacher.. or anyboday really). And I need to make a 'comic' ... and a title page/ logo anndd.. kay i can't remember what else. Maybe that's all. I went to see footloose last night. It was amazing <3 but after me and my friend felt the need to dance so we attempted to dance out of the movie theatre... fail :P . Kay I'm really busy right now. So I would write more but yeah. Later blogggg. :)

High School.. University.. Careers :/ gaahh

Okay wow. What a stressful, stressful day. But it's better now. Part of it is atleast. Anyways so some guy came to our school today to talk about chossing medical careers and such seeing as the 'baby boomers' or something are getting old meaning they'll be retiring and there will be lot's of job opportunities anndd the 'baby boomers' .. i hate that word, anyways they will need more medical attention. So my plan was to not go to college or university. But you get so much better pay. :/ . I just don't have the motivation I guess. And even though my grades are decent I'm not really smart. Atleast I don't think I am. And maybe if I was motivated I could get through university but I'm not. So for grade 10 next year I don't know what courses to take. I guess I should decide that before I think about university but the thing is I have no idea what I wanna be, and what I take in highschool could affect what I wanna be when I graduate. I guess I'm still not sure as to whether I even wanna go to university or not. I don't really want to but I'm more confused than ever. I'm only 14. I don't wanna be thinking about this stuff, but should I be? I know I do not wanna be a doctor and I don't think that I wanna be a teacher but at this point who knows. Maybe I'll change my mind and be upset if I just took the easy way out of highschool cuz then I'll have to take highschool courses after I graduate because I need them for the job I want. Ugh. Why do they discuss these things with people my age. I don't wanna think about how much rent and sh*t is right now. I just wanna be a kid. I still sort of am a kid for a little while longer I suppose. It seems I'm either "too young to understand" or "too old to goof off" young to stay out late" but "old enough to do clean my own room". Whatevers convenient I guess. But that's life. Anyways I guess I'll start with choosing highschool courses in February and see where I go from there. I atleast have to graduate high school. I don't know what'll happen after that. I don't know if I want to go to university. I never have but we'll just have to see I suppose. Whateverrrr. I'm just excited to get out of Blumenort. Alright that is all for now. Pce.

2nd Day

So I've been thinking I should make a list of things I wanna do before I die. Not like I'm close to my death (actually I wouldn't know), but anyways I figure I should get a good start. But I don't know what I would all put on that list. :/. I just think it'd be cool. So I started reading "I Am Number 4" Today. But don't ask how it was cuz I'm only on like chapter 2 but so far so good... I guess? Anyways in ELA we're making this 'zine' things... I don't know don't ask, google it or something. But they're supposed to be personal and all about us and stuff. But I don't like to tell teachers about my person life (i say this as i'm sharing parts of my personal life to the rest of the world). But whatevs. Anyways I don't wanna be personal and there's supposed to be a 'comic' in it but I don't know, I'm not very creative/funny. And I don't really have any interests. It's kinda lame actually. I guess I like piano. But other than that I have no life. That's okay. Sitting at home and blogging is... sort of a life? I guess. Kay no. Not really. At all. But ya know how it is. Kay so in band we're learning this song, it's SO HARD. Kay maybe not. Maybe it's just for me cuz I'm kind of a failure at trumpet. It sucks because I'm the only trumpet in my grade 9 band so I have to be decent at it but I'm just not. Oh well sucks for me. That's what I get for not joining art. So my friend gave me my Christmas present today :) . It was amazing :P she got me a Hannah Montana book, hahahahahahahhaha. Yes. You read that right. And a pair of socks that we both thought had fish on them but turned out to be bumble bees and some new 2012 Canada mittens. And according to rumour the last Canada mittens (cuz the worlds ending this year) . So I feel special. So about my blog title or whatever you call it. The part that says "undecided" I originally called it that cuz I hadn't decided a name yet but it actually fits me quite well. For those of you who know me I'm probably the most indecisive person alive. Speaking of which, so my band is going on a band trip to Edmonton and I couldn't decide if I should go or not but then I decided to go. But now that we got that really hard piece to play.. if that's what we're playing I'm not sure I want to go and make a fool of myself. I just wanna shop at West Edmonton Mall. :) hehe. Anyways. There's a really cool website called zebraprint.org. Look it up. It's useless. But it's got zebra print so it's good enough for me :) . OMG so it's January... alright I didn't really need to tell you that but it's like 5 degrees celcius (who knows how to spell that) like everythings melting like freakin spring , yo :P. I LOVE IT! But tomorrow it's supposed to get colder and turn into a real winter. :( ever depressing. I was enjoying my lovely January spring. But I guess spring shall return in March or April or something. I hope the snow melts quickly. Maybe it will cuz there's not a lot of it so hopefully it doesn't snow a whole bunch in the next couple of months. Anyways I've got things to do. Lol jk who are we kidding, I just want to pretend I got a life . :/ hehe. Kay But I'm out now. Pce.

First Day Back.

Today was my first day back at school since the holidays. It was boring and lonely as usual. But me and my one friend had this lovely discussion about what we all want to buy. Such as bedazzled grand pianos, zebra print pants and pink ukelele's... don't ask. :) . I'm obsessed with zebra print. Legit. For my birthday on January 28 I want everything ZEBRA PRINT. Because I love it. And I love pink. <3. Best things ever. Anyways back to my day we just did normal work I suppose. Maybe we relaxed a little more than we would normally would. I had lunch alone. Like a loser. But that's okay :) I really don't mind. It's kind of ... fun? I don't know, I'm just okay with being alone sometimes I guess. But then I like to be all alone. I don't like to be in a classroom with a bunch of people who all ignore me. I guess seeing as they ignore me it could be considered "being alone" but I don't like that feeling. I like to be completely and utterly alone. Most of the time. I do get lonely but for the most part I'm okay with alone time. I was not too tired today thhough surprisingly. Tonight I have nothing planned to do really. Maybe go to my dad's hockey or something. But just relax after my first day back at school. I like not being super busy for the most part. It's nice to just sit around and enjoy not having to do anything. Anyways please forgive my non-organized writing in this post. It's kinda in a messed up order. Sorry about that :P. Oh well. Kay that is all. :)
I'm out.

:)

Wow. So it's a couple days after New Years Eve and my neck still hurts a LOT from whipping my hair at this Church concert thing. :P. Yes, a church concert on New Years Eve. It sounds kind of silly but it was actually pretty fun dancing all night. It was a lot more fun than the first party I went to earlier that day. The first party was kind of awkward because there wasn't really anything planned. So we just kind of all stood around and stared at the ceiling awkwardly and such :/ . It would've been a lot better if there was stuff planned. But whatever sometimes these things just don't work out and that's alright. But the church concert was really fun we danced hard and partyed it up. Anyways, Christmas Holidays are going amazing. I love not having to wake up at 7:30ish just to go to school where I have like 1 friend (kay maybe two, not sure what's going on with one of them) and learn about stuff I'm never gonna need in life. I mean I'm not going to college or anything so it's not like I have great goals to reach. I mean it's not too bad because I don't have to work really hard to pass and as long as I pass I'm good. It's just lonely and I don't really like being around lot's of people all day. I get kind of tired of it. But I guess that's just how life is. I can't believe I still have like 3 and a half years of school left or something. Maybe highschool will be better. Maybe I'll meet some new friends and have a better time. But for right now I'll just enjoy my sleeping in and sitting around all day and not think about school starting again. :).
I'm out.