Le Post De Excitement.

I can't write (or speak) french but that means the exciting post in my french language. Okay so I hath got some AWEESSSOMMMEE topics for you. :P This is gonna fail. Yenno what, I don't even care :P I DON'T GIVE A (*^*(&(*&(*^*&^%&^%^%$%$$^% guess the word?!?!? You can't. Because I don't know of a swear word that long. Anyways that's besides the point. Alright topic numero one.
Seniors. Oh boy I could be so mean about this. First of all some seniors are AWESOME. For example me. Kay I'm not a senior yet and hopefully if I find a way I will never be one. But if my plans fail and I become a senior I will be the coolest senior in the world. I will ride around in my little wheelchair and knock over everything and be a brat because I can be. Because I'm a senior. Take my grandma for example. She cheats in every card game, when you're playing a game and you think it's impossible to cheat. It's not. She will find a way!!! And she can basically turn anything you say into something dirty...... it's... interesting. Anyhow some seniors are really creepy like when your visiting your great grandma and some lady thinks that your mom who took you there isn't your parent and thinks they're trying to kid nap you so she offers to pay you to come with her. That happened to me when I was like 7, I was horrifeiied. Or when some old guy at 7/11 starts petting your hair and is like "what nice hair you  have" or something... awks. Anyways, yeah but all in all seniors and kinda awesome.
Global warming _____ exist. Fill in the blank. Honestly I'm not too worried about global warming and I don't have much of an opinion on it. I mean if it's happening, yeah I suppose we might be able to slow it down by recycling and all that but we can't exactly stop it. Actually maybe we can I don't know I'm not a scientist. But anyways if global warming means hotter temperatures I'm down with that :P I like warm weather. It's nice! Only thing is I feel sorry for the polar bears. :( poor, poor polar bears. They're so cute. And vicious. Anyways that's not the point, well maybe it is. I don't know. Kay I'm done with this topic :P.
Tractors. That's topic number 3. Tractors are pretty cool. They're just like chill yenno "hey I'm drivin a tractor you know how it is." like I don't even know. This isn't making much sense but they're jsut so chill. They don't go very fast and they're just like there. And. Cool. Wow this is a failure, my point is not getting across very well. :P Hahaha. TRACTORSSSSSS. GRRRRR IMMA TRACTOR. I'm just kidding. Sorry I killed it! :P
Hockey!!!!!! Kay well I really enjoy watching hockey, like on TV or like in real life but I cannot play it. Skating... meh I can do it but I'm no good so to make me skate AND hold a hockey stick AND try and hit a puck.... doesn't always work out too well. In fact it usually turns out disasterous. I spelled that wrong but that's okay :P. Put hockey's cool and Canadian and all that :P. So yup.
That's all for todaaayyy. Hope you enjoyed. Or atleast didn't die of boredom. Yenno :P
Kay I'm shutting up now.

Yenno... Summer and stuff :P

HEEEYYY BLOOGGGGG ! Kay so seriously it took me like 10 minutes to figure out how to make a new post because this blogger thing changed and tis like CRAZY STUFF. Alright sorry I'm excited I get a little out of hand. So I'm thinking I might start posting videos instead of just typing so you can like hear my voice and stuff just cuz I think it'd be kinda cool.. let me know what you think. Haha I like how I'm acting like a bunch of people actually read my blog... kay so let us begin with todays topics

Summer Holidays 

mmkay well obviously i LOVE summer holidays I mean how doesnt? i get kind of depressed at the beginning because i don't know what to do with my life when i have no schedule and stuff but then i start doing things and going camping and to camp and stuff and i absolutely love it, unfortunately i do not tan. so i can't look forward to getting a tan... :/ and also it means the next full year of school is coming up which sucks, but new school next year so i shall live ! i'm actually excited about the new school thing. i've only ever been to one school so change will be good for me i think. maybe i'll make some new friends and stuff, forgive my horrid grammar in this post, i'm being very lazy. but yes moving right along. 

PhinDol 

For those of you who don't know (yes once again i'm acting as though many people read my blog)i bought a dolphin toy for my pool its kind of too small to actually hold me up or for me to like 'ride' it or whatever but it's really fun to play with. it's name is phindol by the way. i 'trained' phindol for a long time and it can now jump through a hula hoop, it's exciting stuff. i love that dumb thing it pretty much makes my life. I have a problem with really liking stuffed animals and like toys and stuff... i fall in love really easily with stuff like that and what can i say? phindol stole my heart :P sneaky little fish... oh wait dolphins are mammals are they not? hmmm... okay next.

Tigers

This is a hard one for me to talk about because I don't really have a lot to do with tigers I don't think much about tigers but uh when i went on a school trip during the school year we went to this zoo and it had tigers and it was kinda cool cuz our school 'mascot' is a tiger thingy and so it was like yeaaah. sorry i'm such a loser. tigers are gorgeous but fierce. like me. hahaha i'm just kidding. they're kind of frightening. omg my sister started playing high school musical and now i'm so distracted so i'm sorry ya'll it's gonna go down hill from here on. if i saw a tiger in the wild i'd die of feardom... is that a word? Kay i gotta hurry so i'm gonna move on. 

Romance 

Alright, what to say about romance......... sorry i'm super duper distracted by all this music, it's hannah montana now *shoots self in head* hannah montana is not romantic. I like romance. I like romance movies and books and like true life romance :P hahaha. I'm not making sense... if everyone would SHUT UP i could do better on this topic i was actually looking forward to talking about this one but now i can't concentrate and this is failing and people keep talking to me. oh my gosh. kay i can't do this :/ I'm sorry, i'm legit gonna start crying i'm so frusterated. So i just typed in 'romance' into google and one of the first things that showed up was 'romance is the expressive and pleasurable feeling from an emotional attraction to another person associated with love' i found that kind of interesting, maybe cuz i don't understand half of it. I just think romance is like, i don't know like to be kind stereotypical (probably not the right word) like a 'candle light dinner' or you know that kind of crap... well it's not crap, girls dig that kind of stuff, yeah know. They fall for it WAAAYYY too easily, seriously. And food. I love food, buy me food I marry you, lol jk it doesn't work that way and i just love pizza so buy me pizza i marry you , the end :P haha. but yeah anyways where was i? girls love romance, yes, yes they do. so even if you as a guy feel like your being lame or something she'll probably love it. Girls love tacky, lame, lovey dovey, mushy kind of stuff. haha just make them feel important and loved. wow. i'm jsut realizing that girls need to be a little more aware because seriously it must be so easy to impress us.. Maybe not i don't know like i said i'm super duper distracted right now so i'll probably reread this in a week or two and be like 'what on earth was i thinking?' if that's the case i will rewrite the romance section to make more sense... i'm sorry. 

Basketball

Ummmm... i LOVE basketball. Seriously. Probably more than volleyball just because in volleyball you can't like attack the other players :P haha i'm horrible. you have no idea i get so angry, there are all these girls who just think their the shiznit cuz they can score a few baskets easily, well guess what? that's not all there is to basketball my dear. Seriously i end up hating the other team, i don't care who they are i get so angry and wanna kill them, i shouldn't be let on the court, i'm serious i get wayyyyy too competitive. i LOVE winning but i HATE losing sooooo yeah. And i get so angry at the refs i have learned to shut my mouth and not say anything but my mind says ALL KINDS during a game :P also when i mess up i have a problem with swearing and though i think i do it quietly apparently the whole 'crowd' heard, apparently majority just thought it was funny but still i should probably watch that :P

kay well the end for now i'm so DISTRACTED. so i'm not gonna do a great big outro i'm just gonna say . pce bros.....

wow. haha kay bye.

Topics

Alrightio. So my first topic for today is binoculars. Yes I'm just gonna jump right into this. Ummmm.... kay binoculars. Dang I don't know what to say... well yesterday at dragon boat races people had binoculars to watch the race because the starting line was kind of far away. People use binoculars to hunt. I don't hunt, I never had and I don't intend to. Also I can never get binoculars to work whenever I try and look through them every thing is blurry and I can't adjust them properly so they've completely useless to me. Maybe I'm just really simple but that's okay you know? Kay moving on cuz this is dumb.
Next topic, kay dragon boat races... as I mentioned earlier. I went to one yesterday. It was a party, kay not really cuz it started thunder storming and it was kind of boring but whatever. I like the dragon boats themselves cuz they have a dragon head on the front and that's just freakin awesome yo ! but yeah. it started off cold and cloudy so i wore capris and a t-shirt and a sweater and then it got really hot like I was dying but I couldn't really do anything about it cuz if I took off my sweater thingy then I would get a farmers tan and I can't have that :O. And thhheeennnn it started thunder storming so everyone had to go under the big tent and get out of the water. And it was really crowded and soggy and stinky and gross. And I thought I was gonna die there cuz I thought a ginormous tornado was gonna come and kill us all (which didn't happen because I am still here). But yeah and then they were all like "we'll wait 15 minutes to make another announcement" and like an hour after that they decided to just do 2 more races or something. But yeah, me and my sister made a little home out of umbrella's to keep dry. But yup, I don't know how I feel about dragon boating cuz so far my experiences (one experience) with it has kinda sucked. Sooooooo yeah. Next topic.
PIZZA. OMG!!!!! PIZZA PIZZA PIZZA. Kay so once upon a time there were these GENIUS people who were like 'i have this great idea, i'm going to make dough, put on tomato-ish sauce, and cheese and then I'm gonna cook it and were gonna have pizza!!!' and those GENIUS people were the Italians. I owe them big time, they're thee COOLEST PEOPLE EVERRRR. anyhow pizza is the best thing that has ever been invented. And then one day there was this girl and she was like 'hmmm i'm gonna eat this thing that looks really cheesy and good' and she ATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it gave her food poisoning and she died. lol jk it was pizza and it wasn't food poisoning however she was like in heavennnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And that girl is me, and pizza is awesome forever and ever amen.
Next topic. Kaaayyyyaaaaa, star wars. How can i possibly talk about this... I've never seen star wars.... it is a movie right? Or did it start off as a book? Like lord of the rings... or maybe that wasn't a book either. I don't know... is star wars the one with darth vader? All I know is darth vaders breathing is really creepy and at one point i think that he says 'luke i am your father' or something or maybe that's someone else in a completely different movie i have no idea. and there's something about 'may the force be with you' or something somewhere. Haha this is failing cuz I'm horribly clueless so imma move on now.
Kay so vacuum cleaners. I used to be so scared of them cuz my mom used to always like suck up my fingers with them and stuff and it scared me so much I used to be horrified it'd suck me into it or suck off my finger or soemthing it was a very very scary thing. And they make so much noise it annoys the aogihafig out of me and I also hate using them because my back gets sore :P cuz i bend down and yeah I don't knwo they're just a nuisance. in my personal opinion they're useless. If you can see it or the floor then pick it up if it's too small for you to see it's not worth cleaning, there's no point to vacuuming. SO SUCK IT. .... haha get it ? kay I'm retarded. I'm leaving.
pce brotha. (don't ask.)

yay topics.

Sooo... we're going to try something new... i'm going to talk about certain topics while blogging considering i never have anything to talk about anyways. now this may be a complete failure on my part but i shall try. so today's topics are mice, public bathrooms, celery, cold water and brushing your teeth. which quite excellent topics i must say ;) haha. Kay so first topic... yayyy.

          Mice... alright so I've always thought mice were cute, like i never understood why people thought they were gross. they're kind of like hamsters, i used to have a hamster. and i like rodents, they're cute. like i mean mice have really long tails and that part is kind of gross but other than that i think they're adorable. my grandmas house used to have mice in it and once they were gonna kill a mouse but i didn't want them to so i caught it in a box and freed it :p hahaha i am retarded that's a fact. but yeah. anyways i don't know am i supposed to talk more about it? i'll move on i guess.

          alright so public washrooms. are gross. like and its super awkward... like you know. so apparently toilets are really clean because other than the toilet what does your bum really touch other than your underwear and stuff but i still find it completely disgusting so i avoid using them. alright your about to all know something completely disgusting about me and you'll probably like never come near me again :p kay so once upon a time maybe grade 5, 6 i'm not sure, i was watching some show on OCD or something like that and so yeah the people on the show were helping them get over it or whatever and... they made them lick toilet seats... hahaha soooo then i was at school and i wanted to prove that i didn't have OCD sooo i licked a toilet seat... blaaahhh. that's disgusting i honestly don't know what i was thinking... i don't think i was thinking kay this is gross i'm moving on.

          celery, is kind of good kind of gross. you see i used to not like celery and then i found out that celery actually makes you lose weight :D so i forced myself to eat it and so now i kind of like it kind of don't because i'm used to it but the taste still isn't very lovely. hmm what else can i say about celery? i'm not really sure i'm rather stumped. (yes i just said stumped). okay well this is useless information but in grade 3 my teacher made me eat celery and cheese whiz and raisins put together and i didn't like either of them like they're all disgusting and i was so pissed off cuz she made me eat it cuz "everyone had to try some". stupid teachers, like they make you eat stuff when you don't want to. i coulda died :P haha jk anyways

          okay so what do i think about cold water? okay well i don't like it but who does? i mean unless your drinking it, warm water would be gross to drink... but just thinking of cold water reminds me of camp and how one year we went for morning swim everyday and it was deadly. like you just wake up and then you crawl out of bed and if you were swimming the day before you bathing suit would be freezing cold and so you have to put that on and your like still super tired and then you run into a freezing cold lake and almost die. but after it feels better because you can't shower at camp so it's kind of like instead of showering in the morning. also sometime after basketball i'd be so hot and sweaty (yuck) that i'd have a cold shower... haha but that's about where that story ends so it's kind of useless. So for the most part cold water sucks.

          So i brush my teeth. yes, yes i do. i hate the way tooth paste tastes though. It makes me gag. i gag every time i brush my teeth. i also hate flossing my teeth cuz it takes too long and its boring. but the worst is mouth wash. the taste of mouth wash i like the taste of DEATH. okay no. not quite. i also think it's very gross when people don't brush their teeth. hahaha this is so dumb what am i supposed to say about brushing teeth? well at camp i always hate brushing my teeth cuz the girls bathroom is super duper full and so i gotta brush my teeth outside and yeah. haha. okay i'm stopping now, bye.

my blog was calling me...

it seems my blog hath called me to blog... sorry if my grammar is terribly i'm really tired and can't think right now so here i go once again talking about random crap that no one cares about. okay. grade 9 grad is in june... yayyyy... okay that sounded sarcastic and it was but i'm actually looking forward to it so i'm not sure why i made it all sarcastic and stuff. so anyways it'll be at the church and the after party will be at jakes house. (im refraining from major location details... so you cant stalk me.. mwahahahah) anyways, yeah it shall be a party.. the banquet thingy should be okay but mostly i'm looking forward to the after party so i can dannnceeee it up :P i love dancing.. even though i suck, its so much fun, dances are my favourite... i mean i love to create creative movement... i dont dance... i dont know what your talking about.... anyways.. so last night my alarm was set for like 2:30 in the morning and i have nooo idea why so anyways i woke up all confused and i thought my ipod was a phone so i picked it up shut off the alarm and was like "hello" and then i was like.. oh that was my ipod and then i went back to sleep... good story i know. my nose is bleeding. so i failed my algebra test but did corrections and the new mark is TBA. but the math we're doing now is understandable in fact i'm better at it then the other girl :D hahahahahah. yay me. im getting blood everywhere. from my nose. now i have to type with one hand. i hate the word nose. it sounds dumb and gross. i want a puffin, they're so cute, for those who don't know what they are.. google them! they're so adorable !!!!!!! so are fish, like glofish... google that too. Ooooohhh hey guess what, so this stupid lil baby i have to take home and care for for 24 hours i got 100% on that thing (it was a robot for those who don't know) so therefore i shall be an excellent mother... maybe... hopefully... probably not... at all... ever. okay i'm done :P haha don't ask i do that sometimes... SSSSSSOOOOOOO. kay this is bad i'm running out of things to talk about.. gaah i always have SOMETHING to talk about.. and now i have NOTHING (nothing... nothing... nothing *said in echoey intimidating voice*) seriously this is so dumb. might be my worst blog of them all so i'm gonna stop myself before further embarassment crosses my path.... again dont ask. im out. pce.

BLAAHHH.

Hello blog :D . I'm back. Do you like my wonderful title? That's what happens when you have no clue what you're going to talk about in  your blog. Okay so let's see ... what is new in my life... well I got this stupid little doll thing I gotta take care of... okay I actually love it it's cute :P but when it actually turns on and I have to put up with its screaming I'm going to hate it :P. I'm super tired today, I slept in for a long time and I even had a nap but I'm still super tired and feel like I could fall asleep right now. I've been in my pajama's all day cuz I was too lazy to change them. I should really shower soon because my hair is all full of hairspray and stuff cuz I did it last night and I haven't showered since then... I made KD today :) it was actually pretty good. Other than that I haven't really gotten anything at all done. So I kind of wasted my whole day but I guess it's okay to do that every once and a while. I don't know what I did to my arm but it feels all weak, like somethings disconnected or something I don't know. I'm considering wearing a dress tomorrow cuz it's supposed to be nice outside but I dont know if I will. So at school we're supposed to be designing websites... mine SUCKS. haha but thats what happens when you force an uncreative person to be creative. Also we're supposed to design t-shirts but I dont know what to put on mine? Who even cares... I hate t-shirts :P I much prefer tanktops. And I don't like anything on my shirts, I just like them like a solid colour or like with a brand name on them, like nothing exciting. Well I guess I like my hunger games shirt :P but nia already did one about hunger games so I can't really do that. Honestly it's hard to keep my eyes open I'm so exhausted. I just want to fall asleep. I want to go to camp. Tomorrow is camp promotion sunday and I think the camper form thingys come out so I'll fill out one of those. It's the last year I can go to camp as a camper :( , kinda sucks but oh well. Ugh I don't know how a person can possibly be this tired all the time. I feel so stupid but I just am. And my voice is all stupid and stuff it sounds all weak. It's gross. Maybe I'm dying. Lol jk I'm not dying, I hope. Maybe I'm just sick :P thats a possibility too. Kay this is gay I'm done blogging :P

Back to School

Okay so technically school started a couple of days ago but that's not the point. 'Tis Easter weekend. Is "easter" supposed to be capital? Like the "E" ? Who knows. Okay so anyways, this week seemed very long though it was actually a short week cuz it's Easter. It's finally warming up :) I can finally wear my dresses! So Titanic 3D is comin' out soon. Kay I think it might already be out but whatever, I wanna see it soo bad! Okay so I started reading Harry Potter. I'm not even like 100 pages into the first book though. I have a feeling these books are gonna take a long time for me to read. Not that they're not good books, because I'm pretty sure they are. It's just one of those books that will take me a while. I don't know why I can just kinda tell... I'm weird  like that . (Haha watcha imma finish them super fast :P). So I had a weiner roast today cuz it's so nice outside. (And make about 300 dirty jokes about weiners but thats besides the point). Hot dogs are gross :P. Sooo it's supposed to snow later on this week D: . Devastating. Ohh well... summer will be here soon enough. I hope. Winter is depressing. So is snow. Imma hibernate next winter. I mean snow is pretty and all and winters alright maybe the first month or something. I just don't like cold weather. I don't like going outside when it's cold. Maybe no one does. I don't know. But yeah. If it would stay at like minus 10 then maybe it'd be okay :P . But summers better anyways. I'm super tired so hopefully I'll get to sleep in a little this weekend. I don't know what I'm gonna do next year when I'm gonna have to wake up at like 7 every day. I'm gonna DIE (diiee...diiieee...dieee *said in echo-y voice*) Wow. I am sucha loser. But that's alright :P. So I got a dilema. I don't know if I should take 5 or 6 electives. Spanish, French or both. I'm kinda depressed, whenever I think I have a decision I start questioning it. I am HORRIBLE at making decisions. Absolutely terrible. There was something else I was gonna write about... I forget now. Oh right. Youth last night was amazing race. We WOONNN. Thats right. Kicked some ass. Ya know how it is :P. I love winning. Yeah. Go winning :D . I should win everything :P haha jk. but yeah. Sooo now that it's summer maybe I'll start running again. Maybe I'll go for a run right now :) . That'd be nice.  I gotta brilliant plan. After Easter I'm gonna start a "healthy lifestyle" (a diet) and Imma run and I'm gonna eat healthier :P (watch this plan fail...) Maybe I'll reward myself if I'm good. And I'll keep track of everything and stuff. Maybe. Haha I'm so lazy it's horrible. I have really got to stop it. Is it wrong to hate someone if they've been a complete jerk to you in the past? I think it is. Because you know you're supposed to forgive and forget and all that. But I don't really want to. I want to hold a grudge against them and just sit here and hate them. But that's horrible. That is so wrong. Oh well. I'll deal with all that later. Alright well I don't think I got anything else to say right now soo I guess I'll go do something useful with my life :P . Alright. Goodbye.

-Ashley

annd SPRING BREAK

Sooo, it's spring break at last ! it's actually been spring break for a bit already i just haven't posted since it started. Today it snowed :O , it nearly broke my heart. I want SUNSHINE and even RAIN but not SNOW. So HUNGER GAMES movie came out !! (if your anybody who's someone you already know that :P) i went to see it and it was AMAZING !!! I read the books first which I'm glad for. Everyone knows books are better than movies. Atleast that's what I think. My zebra print bedding came which is AMAZING. I love it so so much ! I recently bought 2 new summer dresses which are really pretty. I have yet to buy one for grad but I'll find something good soon I hope :) . The one dress is white and the other is black.. well floral haha. Anyways I just finished reading a book called "Entwined" it was... interesting. I guess it was good it just was kinda strange. Sorry this is really short. I felt the need to post something but I don't got a lot to say so pce.
-Ash

Spring

So the snow is FINALLY melting <3 i've been waiting all winter for this! Today I got my "zine" mark back. 100% :) , pretty pumped about that. Everything seems a lot better in spring. Even things that have nothing to do with the weather. I'm just a lot happier. And it rained yesterday. I'm in love with rain! I would marry rain if I could :P haha just kidding but it's amazing. I also like snow when its falling but as soon as it hits the ground it's my worst enemy. Kay so going back to my 'zine' topic (gah sorry i'm so unorganized on this thing but my thoughts are kinda scattered right now) i got some good feedback. My teacher wants to read my 'rant' to the class. I'm not sure if i'll let him. Maybe as long as he doesn't tell anyone who wrote it. Then maybe he can. I got basketball tonight. We're in 2nd place we're playing the 3rd place team whoever wins plays the 1st place team. Is there a fancy term for that? Because I don't know it if there is. Either way I'm gonna be pissed if we don't win because this team we've won every single time and I really hope we don't lose today. That would suck if this was the 1 game we lost to them. I'm nervous. But whatever, it's not the end of the world if I lose. Kay so we got these booklet things that tell us all the classes we can take in highschool and stuff. I know I'm taking an academic major but other than that I have no clue what I'm gonna do. I was considering doing like grade 10 and 11 math in grade 10 so i don't have to do math in grade 12 but i'm not sure if i can handle that. I guess i'll just think through it a bit and I don't know i've got some time yet to figure things out. also i know i'm taking french. but other than that i'm kind of lost. So we went on a tour of our new highschool the other day and it was pree good. Also we took grade 9 "grad" pictures. Mine looks HORRIBLE. seriously I will destroy it. I will stab it and burn it. it's gonna be on that freakin wall in my old school for CENTURIES. kay maybe i'm exaggerating but probably not. My mother just said I should probably get ready for basketball soon so I guess I will. Going to Mcdicks after. mmm. :/ haha. grease. yay. anyways seeing as no one has congratulated me on my extremely high zine mark i shall do it myself :P "OH MY GOSH YOU DID SO WELL ASHLEY IM SO PROUD OF YOU CONGRATULATIONS" "aww thanks, but it wasn't that goo-" "NOOO IT WAS SUPER GOOD !" ... haha thats embarassing that i just typed that but i have made a no backspacing policy therefore it shall be out there for the world to read. kay i'm out. PCE! :P

Hello :)

Hey there fellow humans. oh wow. kay anyways. its been a whilleee but not too much has been happenin here. todays saturday THANK GOODNESS. without saturdays i would DIE! . Legit. i would just die. but good news ! it's a loonnggg weekend ! this tuesday (or something) was valentines day. it was wonderful (i guess) me and my sister had a valentines day party cuz we's both singleee. So yeah my room is pink and we decorated it and stuff to be all valentines day-y. Although all the decorations were red and I hate red and pink put together. I express that in my valentines day video that I made. I was thinking of posting it here and then realized it was way too dumb so i deleted it. Bye bye valentines day video. Anyways maybe I will make another video sometime. but for now the video lays safely somewhere in my computer where no one including myself can access it unless they're a computer techy. so mwahahha. Anyways at this party we danceded and singeded and stuff. :P haha. Yes I do realize it's "danced and sang" but I don't feel like writing it like that so whatever. I wouldn't have blogged today because I realized how useless it would be but I was asked to. So here I am writing up yet another useless post for all of you to hate on. Sooo. It's really sunny outside. OMG speaking of which I finally got rid of my ugly horrible clashing picnic blanket curtains in my room and got nice white blinds ! Praise the LORDDD. Next step= new bedding. Black and White instead of white and pink and blue and green and orange. But that means that I'll have to get rid of my orange little blanket cuz it'll clash :( maybe i'll just hide it. But I can keep my green pillow because my green picture frame matches with it and so does my green kleenex box so nbd. Then I just need to get lots of pillows so my beds nice and cozy and i'm SET! Woooh! This is workin out great for me! Hmm what else do I needs to do in my room. Kay well I need to get more knee high socks.. or over the knee. Not for my room for me obviously. And I want to get some fun lights to put around my room. I like my lamp. But I might want a new one. I guess I'll see how things work out. Basically I just need new  bedding and then once I have that I'll see what I need to make it look good. Kay well I'm done boring you all now so I shall leave. Hopefully this meets your standards. (If you have any) Ta-ta. Oh wow. I have sad ways of saying goodbye.
Pce

Basketball Season YO. :)

Mwahahaha ! Basketball season hath BEGUN. So I'm glad I played :) because it's a party. I actually love sports, shame on me for not playing volleyball :O oh well, can't go back so I won't waste my time regretting. Anyways, we've only played 2 games and me- only joining later in the year have not attended a practice yet :O , shame on me. But that's okay, cuz we kick butt :P so far we've won every game! :) yay. but anyways, I get a little toooo competitive. Seriously some girls just really make me angry, I just wanna punch them out :P but I never would and shame on me for having such mean thoughts. I'm normally a very kind person but in sports im not really the same person :P Sorry guys but if you're on the opposing team I automatically hate you for the duration of the basketball season.  :). We can be friends again later. Anywaysss. I'm sooo siiicckkk of schoooolll. blaaahhh. Like forrealio, I hate it so much. No school friday :) for me atleast. I'm going with my grandma to winnipeg, gonna go build a bear. Yeee boy. It's gunnu be epic. Please forgive my lack of grammar n stuff. I'm not in the mood to speak real english. I feel like speakin gangsta.. or something. But yeah and I'm also gonna look for some boots :) kinda late cuz its february and in like a month or 2 or something the snow will be GONE! and then soon enough i'll be in flipflops and shorts n stuff <33333 yayyyyy!!!! But then I'll only be able to wear my boots for like a month or so :O . Waahhhh :'( why didn't I get boots sooner. Oh yeah, I COULDN'T FIND ANY. ! grr. I'm a monster... little mostersss. hahaha lady gaga's so ... special :) . Alright I HAD PIZZA FOR SUPPER !!!!!!!! yeeessss. PIZZA. I love pizza. There is nothing better. Pizza should be the king of the world . OKay. that was dumb. But i'm not gonna erase it cuz I never erase what I type on my blog. If i'm stupid enough to write it in the draft i'm stupid enough to post it. I'm reading a list of 150 things to do when you're bored. Most of it is stupid. Kay well this is going nowhere so I'm leaving. Toodles.. oh gosh ashley who even says that :/ . Kay Peace.

Hey. So I played around with my font.. cuz I am borreedd. So I just finished reading "I am # 4" it was reallyyyy goooddddd! I loved it <3 except that I cried when Henri died. Henri was my friend :P . Anyhow it was good and I have now started reading the 2nd book "The Power Of 6" .. yayy. So my friends coming over tonight and we're gonna watch that new taylor lautner movie "abduction." It'll be a partyy. I guess. I don't know I'm sort of tired but whatevs, I never hang out with friends being my anti-social self so it'll be good for me I suppose. So I got a random urge to curl my hair... don't ask. I realize this post is like super duper random but I'm really bored and I can't think of anything better to do so I'm just kinda saying whatever comes to mind ya know? So yesterday we celebrated my birthday at my grandma's. It wasn't actually my birthday though. 8 days or something till my actual birthday. OMG I got Glee season1 <3 . Yessss! Glee is my life if I haven't already mentioned that. Kay well it's not my life but I love it a lot. I watched the episode on tuesday! OMG everyone's getting married :) hehe. I wanna be married. Kay maybe not yet. I'm 14... so maybe not. I just got really excited there. And as some have pointed out my posts are not liked by many.. thanks for that :P . And yes I realize nobody cares about my sad blog posts but I just do it cuz I got nothin' better to do. So ya know how it is. So I wanna make my blog more interesting or something. But I don't know what to do... maybe I will... hmmm. I don't know. Should I 'insert a video' to my posts? That'd be weird. The world would be able to see me. Oh hey wait, I forgot, no one reads my posts :) so awesome. I could do that. Or I could post pictures.  I don't know. I guess I'm just kinda a 'blah' person. I don't do anything super amazing. Like I don't dance or sing or like I don't know. I play piano. But no one really cares about that :P except me. I love it. But most people don't care. WOAH! That scared me like SO much. I clicked a button by accident and I thought I lost everything I started writing but someone verrryyy smart who made this website thing makes it automatically save your post every couple of minutes. Thank goodness :) I'm thoroughly relieved. Not like it would have mattered all that much if I'd lost it all. I'm saying a bunch of uselessness anyways and I'd probably be saving myself the embarassment. But oh well.  Kay actually I gotta find something to do with my time. Maybe I'll go and do something super cool so I can actually post something people will find amusing instead of ranting about my boring, boring life. And how useless this is :P haha wow I could go on forever. But I'm pretty sure anyone who took the time to read this far is completely annoyed, bored and possibly insane. Because I don't think I could even read through this whole thing again after typing it without banging my head against the keyboard or crying because of it's stupidity. Alright I'm stopping now. For real. Bye! :)

OMG FRIDAY

As much as I love and appreciate my special fridays <3 I am also always EXHAUSTED after a long week. It's like worse than monday! So I have a science test on tuesday :/ I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fail cuz I suck at science. I'm decent at other subjects but math and science... I don't know I just don't understand them most of the time. So I'm thinkin' I'm NOT going to university. I don't want to waste my time with that. Or maybe it's not wasting but I just don't want to do it. I'll be happy if I make it through highschool. So for this zine project thing I think I mentioned earlier I don't know what I all said about it in my previous posts but kay I need to find someone to interview a book/movie/album/videogame or something to review. I need to find something to rant about I need to write a personal essay (note the word personal. Doesn't go well with me around teacher.. or anyboday really). And I need to make a 'comic' ... and a title page/ logo anndd.. kay i can't remember what else. Maybe that's all. I went to see footloose last night. It was amazing <3 but after me and my friend felt the need to dance so we attempted to dance out of the movie theatre... fail :P . Kay I'm really busy right now. So I would write more but yeah. Later blogggg. :)

High School.. University.. Careers :/ gaahh

Okay wow. What a stressful, stressful day. But it's better now. Part of it is atleast. Anyways so some guy came to our school today to talk about chossing medical careers and such seeing as the 'baby boomers' or something are getting old meaning they'll be retiring and there will be lot's of job opportunities anndd the 'baby boomers' .. i hate that word, anyways they will need more medical attention. So my plan was to not go to college or university. But you get so much better pay. :/ . I just don't have the motivation I guess. And even though my grades are decent I'm not really smart. Atleast I don't think I am. And maybe if I was motivated I could get through university but I'm not. So for grade 10 next year I don't know what courses to take. I guess I should decide that before I think about university but the thing is I have no idea what I wanna be, and what I take in highschool could affect what I wanna be when I graduate. I guess I'm still not sure as to whether I even wanna go to university or not. I don't really want to but I'm more confused than ever. I'm only 14. I don't wanna be thinking about this stuff, but should I be? I know I do not wanna be a doctor and I don't think that I wanna be a teacher but at this point who knows. Maybe I'll change my mind and be upset if I just took the easy way out of highschool cuz then I'll have to take highschool courses after I graduate because I need them for the job I want. Ugh. Why do they discuss these things with people my age. I don't wanna think about how much rent and sh*t is right now. I just wanna be a kid. I still sort of am a kid for a little while longer I suppose. It seems I'm either "too young to understand" or "too old to goof off" young to stay out late" but "old enough to do clean my own room". Whatevers convenient I guess. But that's life. Anyways I guess I'll start with choosing highschool courses in February and see where I go from there. I atleast have to graduate high school. I don't know what'll happen after that. I don't know if I want to go to university. I never have but we'll just have to see I suppose. Whateverrrr. I'm just excited to get out of Blumenort. Alright that is all for now. Pce.

2nd Day

So I've been thinking I should make a list of things I wanna do before I die. Not like I'm close to my death (actually I wouldn't know), but anyways I figure I should get a good start. But I don't know what I would all put on that list. :/. I just think it'd be cool. So I started reading "I Am Number 4" Today. But don't ask how it was cuz I'm only on like chapter 2 but so far so good... I guess? Anyways in ELA we're making this 'zine' things... I don't know don't ask, google it or something. But they're supposed to be personal and all about us and stuff. But I don't like to tell teachers about my person life (i say this as i'm sharing parts of my personal life to the rest of the world). But whatevs. Anyways I don't wanna be personal and there's supposed to be a 'comic' in it but I don't know, I'm not very creative/funny. And I don't really have any interests. It's kinda lame actually. I guess I like piano. But other than that I have no life. That's okay. Sitting at home and blogging is... sort of a life? I guess. Kay no. Not really. At all. But ya know how it is. Kay so in band we're learning this song, it's SO HARD. Kay maybe not. Maybe it's just for me cuz I'm kind of a failure at trumpet. It sucks because I'm the only trumpet in my grade 9 band so I have to be decent at it but I'm just not. Oh well sucks for me. That's what I get for not joining art. So my friend gave me my Christmas present today :) . It was amazing :P she got me a Hannah Montana book, hahahahahahahhaha. Yes. You read that right. And a pair of socks that we both thought had fish on them but turned out to be bumble bees and some new 2012 Canada mittens. And according to rumour the last Canada mittens (cuz the worlds ending this year) . So I feel special. So about my blog title or whatever you call it. The part that says "undecided" I originally called it that cuz I hadn't decided a name yet but it actually fits me quite well. For those of you who know me I'm probably the most indecisive person alive. Speaking of which, so my band is going on a band trip to Edmonton and I couldn't decide if I should go or not but then I decided to go. But now that we got that really hard piece to play.. if that's what we're playing I'm not sure I want to go and make a fool of myself. I just wanna shop at West Edmonton Mall. :) hehe. Anyways. There's a really cool website called zebraprint.org. Look it up. It's useless. But it's got zebra print so it's good enough for me :) . OMG so it's January... alright I didn't really need to tell you that but it's like 5 degrees celcius (who knows how to spell that) like everythings melting like freakin spring , yo :P. I LOVE IT! But tomorrow it's supposed to get colder and turn into a real winter. :( ever depressing. I was enjoying my lovely January spring. But I guess spring shall return in March or April or something. I hope the snow melts quickly. Maybe it will cuz there's not a lot of it so hopefully it doesn't snow a whole bunch in the next couple of months. Anyways I've got things to do. Lol jk who are we kidding, I just want to pretend I got a life . :/ hehe. Kay But I'm out now. Pce.

First Day Back.

Today was my first day back at school since the holidays. It was boring and lonely as usual. But me and my one friend had this lovely discussion about what we all want to buy. Such as bedazzled grand pianos, zebra print pants and pink ukelele's... don't ask. :) . I'm obsessed with zebra print. Legit. For my birthday on January 28 I want everything ZEBRA PRINT. Because I love it. And I love pink. <3. Best things ever. Anyways back to my day we just did normal work I suppose. Maybe we relaxed a little more than we would normally would. I had lunch alone. Like a loser. But that's okay :) I really don't mind. It's kind of ... fun? I don't know, I'm just okay with being alone sometimes I guess. But then I like to be all alone. I don't like to be in a classroom with a bunch of people who all ignore me. I guess seeing as they ignore me it could be considered "being alone" but I don't like that feeling. I like to be completely and utterly alone. Most of the time. I do get lonely but for the most part I'm okay with alone time. I was not too tired today thhough surprisingly. Tonight I have nothing planned to do really. Maybe go to my dad's hockey or something. But just relax after my first day back at school. I like not being super busy for the most part. It's nice to just sit around and enjoy not having to do anything. Anyways please forgive my non-organized writing in this post. It's kinda in a messed up order. Sorry about that :P. Oh well. Kay that is all. :)
I'm out.

:)

Wow. So it's a couple days after New Years Eve and my neck still hurts a LOT from whipping my hair at this Church concert thing. :P. Yes, a church concert on New Years Eve. It sounds kind of silly but it was actually pretty fun dancing all night. It was a lot more fun than the first party I went to earlier that day. The first party was kind of awkward because there wasn't really anything planned. So we just kind of all stood around and stared at the ceiling awkwardly and such :/ . It would've been a lot better if there was stuff planned. But whatever sometimes these things just don't work out and that's alright. But the church concert was really fun we danced hard and partyed it up. Anyways, Christmas Holidays are going amazing. I love not having to wake up at 7:30ish just to go to school where I have like 1 friend (kay maybe two, not sure what's going on with one of them) and learn about stuff I'm never gonna need in life. I mean I'm not going to college or anything so it's not like I have great goals to reach. I mean it's not too bad because I don't have to work really hard to pass and as long as I pass I'm good. It's just lonely and I don't really like being around lot's of people all day. I get kind of tired of it. But I guess that's just how life is. I can't believe I still have like 3 and a half years of school left or something. Maybe highschool will be better. Maybe I'll meet some new friends and have a better time. But for right now I'll just enjoy my sleeping in and sitting around all day and not think about school starting again. :).
I'm out.